Ahh life semi-sucks right now! One of my girlfriends is holding her annual Halloween house party tonight and I can't go because I'm at home nursing a cold. Boooo! Everyone's out having fun except me! Booo!
Anywhoo. . .
I GOT TWITTER.
I actually got Twitter back in August but kind of forgot about it. I used to have an account but I stopped using it ages ago. So right now, I'm still a bit 'Err, what do I do?' about it! AHAH. Bear with me!
Please add me and then we can have endless conversations about everything under the sun!
SECOND, I NEED ADVICE
Would you fly 9+ hours if someone told you that you have a 1 in 100 chance to come a little bit closer to your lifelong dream?
I literally have 24 hours to decide.
I'm so confused. On the one hand, I feel like if I don't take this chance, I'll never get the same opportunity again. Even if I get the same chance, the circumstances won't be right. Not that I'm saying the circumstances are right now. But they're much better than say a year ago.
But then there are a gazillion other things holding me back. I'm just plain busy right now. I've got a lot of things on my plate. Not to mention that there are no guarantees. There is no guarantee that I will be that 1 in 100. To be quite honest, I don't feel that I will be that 1 in 100.
Another thing that's really bugging me is that if THIS was seriously my dream, surely there is no need for this conversation. It wouldn't be a matter of should I go but which day I should fly out.
I feel that if I don't go, I'll regret it. And if I do go, I'll regret it as well. What the hell?!
Sorry I can't be more specific about what's happening.
But I just don't know.